You’re on the computer for so long you don’t even notice it got dark outside and you’re sitting in your room with no lights on. Then you look around at some point like: “why the fuck am I sitting around in the dark?”
But you still don’t get up and turn the lights on.
I can’t believe tomorrow it will be one year. Where has the past 12 months gone? So many huge changes have happened in my life in this time span, and even bigger decisions have been made. I wouldn’t change one thing, because you make me the happiest I’ve ever been. There’s nothing I could say or do that would accurately express how much I love you. Sometimes, I randomly get an overwhelming feeling and I just think to myself: “Wow… I just really love him.” Yeah, it sounds cheesy as fuck, but it’s true. You challenge me, you get me to go out of my comfort zone, and most of all, you love the hell out of me.
Before I fell for you, I’d always imagined being in love would be amazing. Crazy, romantic, spontaneous, reckless, just like the movies. You’ve shown me that love really is like that. I just feel whole… and it scares the shit out of me. One person has the ability to make my life come tumbling down, the ability to leave me feeling empty and broken again.
That’s just a part of love, though. It’s a huge risk, but you just have to trust it and dive in.
Is it sad that my boyfriend has only been away camping for 2 days and I already miss him like crazy? Hmmm….
One more day to go :)
I can’t believe one of my best friends is leaving for Africa for 3 months tomorrow morning :( That’s like the entire summer without her! Plus she’s not going to have her phone or internet connection so I can’t even contact her! I’m so sad :(
Just made the most amazing protein shake!
YUMMMM! I love how the banana cream flavor mixes well with so many things, and it’s great on its own!
Seriously debating not going to my Political Theory final tomorrow. I know I’m going to fail… so why be miserable and study? It’s only worth 20%, and I think I did pretty well on the paper. Am I just talking myself out of it now? Fuck.
Easter dinner last year was the first time he met my parents.
It’s crazy how in less than two months it’ll be a year…
Time flies.
I can’t believe it’s already been ten months… but sometimes it feels like it’s been longer.
Almost a year ago, everything started happening. Thing’s started to change and it was just a rough time. I’m so glad I stuck it out, going through all of that was worth it. I wouldn’t change one thing.
No matter what anyone says, no matter what lies people spit out, nothing will change how much I love you.
